colabear

let go

Today I tried to let go. I didn’t make an effort to say hello to everyone. I didn’t act like I was concentrating the whole class because I felt bad for daydreaming.

When I got home, I didn’t force myself to start working immediately and I laid down and let my body rest. I still finished all the work though it got a little late. I still feel tired and overwhelmed but maybe it’s also because it’s the first day of my period. I don’t know how one is supposed to cope because I don’t have time to do anything I want to do. The least I can do is to let myself rest even though I didn’t even allow that before.