The lonely codependent

Done being a junkie

I don't think it would be a good idea to describe what I'm going through exactly in public but codependency is just like any other addiction. We know that and I can feel that. The question is just why. Why do I keep wanting to blur my reality exactly how I would if I drank alcohol or did drugs?

Such answers don't come easy. But the good news is that this situation no longer feels comfortable to me.