The lonely codependent

It may be wrong but I can't help it

I know, I've been thinking too much about dating and trying to see guys around me as potential partners yet again. God, if that's wrong, forgive me but don't try to prevent me from doing so because you know I can't help it. If I could, my life would be a lot easier, I wouldn't need therapy nor would I be this desperate.

I don't want to get up early. But my friend will be waiting for me and yes, I want to have friends, that's the first step to developing a healthier social life. I need to be responsible for the promises I make and ready to learn new things from others.

Autocorrect says I need to learn Spanish. Sí, realmente, español también.