The Resentment Ledger...
...versus The Blessings List.
How my mind weeps ; how my heart soars and drifts in-&-out of peace amid rugged terrain. I see the obstacles and then I don't.
I want for nothing yet I need everything.
It has hurt a lot to write <9yrs. The joy and relief and healing comes after...but not often.
MOVIE : Escape Plan~Netflix. Sylvester Stallone and Arnold Schwarzenegger together again in a fantastic movie : they look and FEEL amazing on screen. Their incredible athlete bodies haven't faded much with age, they still look incredible. Wow! And Sam Neill too! What a movie. Loving this film. It's my joy today : a beautiful rest aid between working. Gotta rest each day or basically, I'm fucked.
(Christian Bale too, and others. Wow.)