The lonely codependent

Ready to do the wrong thing again

Of course, why would I not be ready?
I'm never ready to do the right thing and for a happy, long-lasting relationship according to God, so why not?

One of the guys from my past said he's back in town and asked if I want to see him and have some fun. There are quite a few reasons why I should say yes in this case so I'm not thinking much about it. Therefore the scenario will be exactly the same as last year. Nothing ever changes and I still don't seem to be able to break out of this vicious circle.

It seems as if I really were cursed when it comes to dating and I'm really fed up with never getting a chance to try to fix any of this. Whatever I do, I seem to be doomed to failure. But why? I still want to know the answer!