ChillMonsoon

New beggings

Exams are coming up
I feel like such a burden to people
still havent made any real friends at school
always staying with this one group i dont even like much
I hate myself
Theres barely anyone with SIMILAR intrests
this new school
its kinda cool
teachers are nice
and lessons are easier
but im still failing school
I always have so much time on my hands but i keep going back to playing video games, streaming to literally no one, or just browsing the internet in hope of something cool
Im so bored
I lost all my friends
idk all hope seems lost
i want to find a purpose in life
I thought my depression dialed down
it had untill now
but its finally back
thats why im writing this