The lonely codependent

I don't want to let go

I'm behaving like a real alcoholic at the moment. I'm already looking for other drinks in the house because I don't want to get rid of the feeling of tipsiness. I haven't felt a bigger need to escape reality before. I need only 48 hours so a shot once a while will do it, no problem.

I can't even recognize myself so I'm sorry if I'm showing the worst side of myself right now. But the best decision I can make is to face it, right? I know I'll get through this and everything is gonna be ok. I'm strong. Just 48 hours to go...