AmberG

07/02

I have no words. He's blaming me for the messages. I'll be honest I have thought about sending that kind of message. A million times I've thought about it but I never would. I love him too much to risk doing anything to lose him. Looks like I've lost him. He won't talk to me without accusing me. I thought he knew me better than that. 3 years we were together and for it to end like this is so painful and hard. I can't deal. Maybe it would be better for everyone if I just took a load of pills and killed myself.