The lonely codependent
Addicted to you no more
Even more boredom for the end of the day
Our company server is down because everybody has to do some administration work for a big project so this evening hasn't been very exciting so far.
So, I finally do what everybody else does basically. What if this tendency began in other areas of my life too and I weren't the one left out anymore? Although I'm still not sure I really want to pursue the same goals as most people. I still can't imagine doing this kind of job and having kids too, that would simply be too much.
I went to a café today, thank God they only mentioned the upcoming holiday but hadn't really prepared for it. I started talking to the waitress about this and it turned out she's a year younger than me and engaged. So, the shame of being a spinster stays on me, I don't think there's anything about that I can do this year. My time keeps getting wasted, as always, till the end of time. I'm trying to get used to it but that seems impossible.