Someone has been doing some stirring. I think that's why he hasn't been talking to me. If I find out who it was there will be trouble. Trying to break us up. What's wrong with people. I still don't know what I'm going to do. There has to be a solution I just can't see it. I'm not happy with the way I'm treated. The way he ignores me. The way he always puts me last. I'm never a priority for him. If he needed me I would be there in a heartbeat. But when I need him he's nowhere to be seen. I need someone I can rely on. I need someone who's got me when I fall. The problem is I don't want anyone else. I've given him my heart and soul and I'm broken. He will never be with me. And I know that. So why am I wasting my time. I love him I really do but I deserve better than the way he treats me.