A New Direction.
I'm doing well and doing a lot of other stuff right now that I have been too sick to tackle over past few years. It feels right. On the one hand, I feel incredibly safe these days, because in reality I am, and on the other hand I'm not safe : my f'head neighbours closest to me. They're pure evil. Good neighbours don't put you through hell for years. I'm coping better though never easy.
And there's the protection thing that I can only monitor. It's not all pleasant in fact very little of it is. That very little, comes in the form of one man ; he makes me feel SAFE,...the rest don't..., not knowing is no longer a problem. Finally found peace with this 9 years on. About time.