The lonely codependent

Still 17 days: Not productive enough

I've realized I feel much calmer when I can be productive financially at least. But this is not the case for this week after all, which is not good news.

Today another girl shared a photo of the guy she's gonna see in one of the groups that I follow with my fake account. I don't know anything about him so I might not have any reason to be jealous, but based on what I know so far I like him too so yet again I popped the question why life is so unfair and others are lucky enough to find these cool potential partners but I never do. I'm not even using Tinder by the way these days because of the Valentine's Day ads...

Sometimes when I feel anxious I think about how much better things would be if the road was finally smooth, at least for a while. That would really help me feel so much better.