The lonely codependent

17 days to go: Online relationships

I am part of some groups (even with my fake profiles) where people share questionairres for their thesis, research, etc. I also need one for a marketing article so I shared it. Someone replied and said they had filled it in, would I mind filling in theirs too?

I didn't at all, as the topic totally resonated with me. This is what I would like to see more of in my life, signs that I'm on the right way, or not on the right way, that things seem to to be happening by accident but they are not happenning by accident (especially when it comes to finding a boyfriend, that should happen exactly this way but I've never felt that way except when I was love-bombed).

The questonairre was about online relationships and I gave all my honest answers. There is no other place besides the Internet where I can make friends and hope to find love because nothing else seems to work. I'm totally willing to admit that.

Now I'm thinking about trying to find a cheap printing place so that I can print all my entries and give them to my psychologist next time I see him. Everything that has been on my mind and I've felt is literally written down here.