Slowly descending into madness
2023-02-03 12:12:58 (UTC)
Scream. Frustration. Square 1.
Do you know what sucks the most? Telling yourself that you’ll move on and yet finding yourself stuck in the same place.
I went to sleep. I fell asleep. And I saw him in my dreams. Again and again and again. I don’t even remember what I saw. But I'm hurting in my sleep. And I'm overthinking in my sleep. Every. Single. Day.
I wish I could talk to him. I could see him. I'm stuck in the same place as I was before. Right now I don’t even care why I should move on. All I know that I can't.
This is exactly what I want to do