The lonely codependent

Still 18 days: I can't help it

I texted this Brazilian guy who is already taken (and dealing with a lot of relationship problems by the way) to tell him what I've been doing on my computer nowadays. Of course, he's not giving me the attention I need and he never will. But I couldn't help it. Sometimes I can't and I really appreciate it that I'm being so honest with myself these days. Maybe, only maybe this will take me closer to solving my problems one day after all...