Never Broken
2023-02-01 14:27:31 (UTC)


Well, it happened. The day I eagerly await each month has arrived. I woke up this morning to a nice, healthy bank balance, but that won’t last for long. At least now, I can get groceries in, buy the big dog some food, wee one has plenty, and get other essentials. I did splurge on some books, but the boys and I all wanted to read them, so it was kind of necessary. Right?

I haven’t heard much from S lately and what I did receive via text, I did not acknowledge. I don’t know why, but I just want to be left alone. I want to talk to people, but on *my* terms, when *I* want to. I am praying people give me at least until the weekend before they bother me.

I have been missing Constance a good deal lately. It comes in waves. I think I am fine and that I am working through it, and then all of a sudden, something will happen, I will hear a song, see something on TV, etc, and miss her so acutely that it physically hurts.

Not much else to say right now. The boys are watching something about customs and excise which I have no interest in…. I think I shall go back to my computer game until Carrie calls and wants to read The Bible as we do every day.