The lonely codependent

This has reinforced my childfree status

I've been praying to God to show me my real mission because I'm lost in the labyrinth of rejections. At least for the first time he is willing to accept me the way I am, knowing I'll never want to create my own family (and this is his fault to a big extent). Now I'm kinda sure about my decision after arguing with my mom today about money.

I just can't respect this materialistic woman anymore after all the things she said to me. She will never understand this of course. What it is like to drink before any challenge you need to face, including job search. But ok, fine, I have God and still my dad partly, if nobody else.

And no, I'm not a cult member, I haven't talked to anyone from there for days and I'm still unavailable on Fb.