The lonely codependent

Language learning?

Thank God YouTube still works without disappointing me and music does help me feel better so that's cool. I'm listening to some old Latin songs now that bring up many memories. I really met so many people last year and got into so many crazy situations.

I don't speak Spanish though, which is a pity. Till now I thought there would be no point in trying to learn it because I don't really have anyone to talk to and all the foreigners I know speak English too. But now that the number of websites and apps I can open from my devices is limited, I think the language learning ones must be safe and I can finally do something useful instead of getting bored to death.

By the way I don't feel like a morning person at the moment. Nor a family person. Having to get up early because you live with your family sucks. Good morning!...

Being codependent and without a relationship feels like being in desert without rain for 1000 years, if anyone wants to know. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtHvdfir6g8