2023-01-27 22:48:03 (UTC)
I hate having to say goodbye to him. I try to be brave but it always hurts me. It doesn't matter how long we were together it's never long enough. I wish we could be together properly. Like all the time. I love him so much. And I know he loves me but for reasons he can't be with me just yet. I don't know if we ever will.