Slowly descending into madness
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What do you love about life?
Randomness. Absolute randomness.
The only thing that keeps me going is, life is so fucking random. I can tell you I'll love him for the rest of my life, but maybe the next day I'll fall out of love. You never know. I can plan that I'm going to Singapore at the end of this year (in sha Allah) but I might die tomorrow. I can tell you I can't move on and make a big deal out of it, next week I might fall in love in with someone else. I can tell you I never wanna get married, oh 3 months later I am getting married. The absolute fucking randomness. You never know what's going to happen 2 hours later. Tomorrow. The next year. And this is what keeps me going. Yes life is painful. Life is annoying at times. I wanna die. Blah blah blah. But today I might enjoy a beautiful sunset that restores all the energy to keep going.
That's what's so loveable about life.