Slowly descending into madness
2023-01-21 20:43:36 (UTC)
I saw him in my dreams again. Or should I say nightmare. I don’t remember what I saw but I do remember I most definitely saw him. It's so painful because everytime I see him in my dreams, I have a panic attack.
Look man, I don’t regret anything that happened between us but I hate the fact that it only affects me. If there was a way I could erase his memories, it would be really nice. I feel like I have to relocate to some other country cause Dhaka is so small there's a good chance we might run into each other some day. I don't want that. But the fact that I gotta go away from this place, hurts me beyond imagination. I forgave him but I hate this and I hate this. That's all.