⚡ Silent Thunder ⚡
⛈️ The Storms Within ⛈️
Aches and Pains
Can I just whine for a little bit??
I'm not one that normally complains about every little ache and pain. It does no good, and it seems no one cares anyways..
But lately.. everything just hurts.. from my neck and shoulders all the way down to my toes.
I'm still having trouble with my hands cramping. Though it has helped a little since my boss took me out of the dish room at work. Now I just have to deal with the anxiety of getting orders out. They say I do great.. I am one of the best, But I don't know. I have trouble believing anything anyone there says.
My coworker says that I am to hard on myself. I need to relax and just go with the flow... Maybe I am hard on myself. But that's only because the universe has proven that I need to be. The moment I take a breath and start trying to go with the flow I'll end up with a knife in my back. ..
Anyways... Sleep has been an issue lately also. Actually for the last couple of years. I try to get adequate sleep.. even with my crazy work schedule I try for at least six hours.. But the sleep I do get is interrupted by pain in my back, hips, legs and feet. Not to mention my rib that I fractured last month. I can't get comfortable... And I'm so tired. I wanted to try the CBD gummies...but there are so many out there. I don't know where to start.
I saw hemp infused gummies on Amazon...The reviews are confusing. They say that the gummies are great for sleep and pain... awesome. But also says they don't contain THC or CBD... Which from what I have researched...is needed for the best results?? Everything is so expensive. I don't want to waste my money on something that isn't going to work. And I am really clueless when it comes to stuff like this. I'd go to the doctor, but I don't have insurance, nor do I like taking pain pills. I do pretty much live on ibuprofen, but I would prefer something more natural.
All that being said, I should end this entry on a positive note...(Well, it's kind of positive)
I purchased the paper quilling kit. The reason I say it's only kind of a positive thing, is because I decided not to purchase the paper strips. I thought it would be cheaper to cut my own. It is cheaper...but it's also harder on my hands. I'm going to invest in a paper shredder instead. Maybe that's cheating, but my hands will thank me.
Oh, a fun little note.. I have a little confession.
Before I deleted my entries prior to this year, I printed them and shoved them away in a folder.. Knowing that most likely I will forget about it and the paper will get infested.. because I am forever battling roaches..
Anyways, I am going to be quilling a pretty big project..which I will reveal later after I figure out all the how to's..and to make the project a little more personal, I'm going to be using the pages from all those entries. I like the idea of transforming what I consider the worst year I have had in a long time into something positive....and hopefully beautiful.
When I work out the details, I will share more about it.
Well take care everyone.