Notes of Consciousness

Compressed Emotion Repressed Cognition
2023-01-15 20:23:49 (UTC)

To deny the outside world ..

To deny the outside world
I wasn’t raised with a silver vocabulary
I wasn’t fed literature and encyclopaedias
But it doesn’t prevent my internal self from wanting to create art with words
But I’m not an artist
Or a mechanic
Or a carpenter
Or a plumber
Anything practical and useful is outside my jurisdiction
So what is this
Modes and methods of reconciliation
Rewiring a fixed state of computation
To try and try
To breathe
To believe
The veil is a veil
But it doesn’t allow one to see beyond it

It all seems like a giant boa constrictor
Slowly taking hold and gaining leverage