AmberG

15/01

It wasn't that I forgot to write in here yesterday. Or that I didn't have time. I just didn't have the energy or desire to do anything yesterday. I get days like that.

It's about 13 days till I'm in his arms again. I can't wait. Friday can't come soon enough. The problem is I haven't seen him since July so it's been too long. I thought by moving closer to him we would see each other more. But if anything it's less. I miss him when I'm not with him. And when I am the time seems to fly and it's crazy. I want to be with him. Why doesn't he want to be with me? Why won't he commit?

My cat Mr grumpington attacked me again today. I'm having to seriously consider he's place here. I love him but he's been here 3 months and he's still doing this. I don't know what the answer is. I don't want to give up on him but I may have no choice. If I could get him to the vets to be checked out it would make things easier but I can't get him into his cat carrier. He's on his last chance as well. I'm not putting up with being attacked like that. It bled for a while. I don't know I'll have to see what happens