Lilac lavendar2

Starting over
2023-01-13 12:58:55 (UTC)

No more instant gratification

I seriously need to get this under control. I remember in rehab any form of sexual pleasure was strictly forbidden as we need to learn to deny ourselves instant gratification

It took a long time to fall asleep last night with a constant ball of fire/energy in your crotch. I did it though and this morning I am just keeping busy and ignoring it

I think I just got my energy back. I have always been hyper active but it's just in the wrong place

So I will ignore it for now. I refuse to get addicted to anything else again. Even switched my vape flavor since I think it was the flavor I was craving

So I used to have bad coping skills but I did learn a lot in rehab. So I've got this

Going to have to get Mike some vitamins to keep up haha

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