The Life Of Scar Girl

The Life Of Scar Girl
2023-01-11 21:32:29 (UTC)

The Weather Will Be Nice For My Birthday Tomorrow...


But I can't even enjoy it cause i feel like shit and can barely walk these day. Only thing I can do is have the window open during the day for bit. My younger sister is coming to town for a visit on Friday ( for i dont know how long. ) and to be honest i dont even really care if she's here or not. I know that sounds really bad... But she treated me like shit when she lived here still. She always snapped at me with her bitchy attitude. Even if i was just trying to have a conversation with her or ask her a simple question. And she always just snapped back at me. Or just ignored me all together like everyone else does. And it wasnt just me she'd snap at my mom to. But no one could say anything bad about her and her attitude. She had mentioned about being depressed before. But what does she have to be depressed about ?

Not like she's like me, dealing with health problem after health problem ... And about to get another probably large scar on my body. She doesn't have worry about being as ugly as fuck like i am. She doesnt have to sleep with guys to get them to like her. She always gets boyfriends and i dont know how cause shes got such a bitchy stuck up attitude.

But anyways, Wish my life was as easy as hers! She gets whatever she wants and barely has to work hard to get then. She never talked me when she was here anyways. Doesn't talk to me even after she moved. I even deleted her phone number, from my contacts, cause i only had when she lived here still in case of emergency purposes. I literally only have my mom as a phone contact lol.... How sad .... I have no one in my life. And if i lived on my own i wouldn't even have my mom in my phone contacts lol.

I literally have no emotional support.
And i need it now more then ever and no one even cares.




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