AmberG

11/01

Still ill. Not going to college on Friday. I already emailed the teacher. Not that he's teaching me anything anyway. If I'm going to pass this exam I'm gonna have to do it on my own. I have a book which is a study guide for the exam. If he can't be bothered I'll do it myself. Anyway my stupid cat went missing tonight. Mr grumpington never normally goes far from the door so I was worried about him. I even told my other cat penny mc flirt to go and find him but all she was interested in were dreamies.

He's trying a lot harder these last few days. I've been waking up to good morning texts. Starts my day right. We had a discussion the other night where I told him I don't believe him when he says he loves me. He said he wouldn't be with me if he didn't. I do believe him but I still don't understand why he won't commit. I don't understand his reasons.