Cryingsoul

My son's 40th Birthday💔😿 & More Fur baby saga😾

Today, is my eldest Son's 40th birthday. The excruciating part is that i'm unfortunately estranged from him due to the lifestyle that he chose to lead.
I don't know where he is or if he is doing ok now. The last time l heard about him was from a prison chaplin, telling me that he had been stabbed by another inmate. My son wanted me to know about this incident. Yet, he refused to see any family members then had us banned from any contact with him. That was just over 10 years ago.The anguish this has caused is so painful for the whole family who wanted to support him regardless of what he done.

I don't have the word's.. my heart aches, so very sad today thinking about him💔

~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~

Fur baby saga..

I thought this woman that had taken over my fur baby for the past 4yrs moved out Monday.
I guess she didn't. As when l got home from work this morning, soaking wet from all the rain that the good ole British weather can bestow upon us. Toby decided to make a dash for it out the door! Because of the weather l thought he'd be back in no time but no. So after my shower, l made one last attempt of calling him in then decided to go to bed. He has a pet pod he can take shelter in, in the garden. Just has l was about to mute the sound on my phone so l could dift of to sleep. Ding! A message from this woman..

I don’t know if you’re up Toby is trying to get into my house sorry if you have not long gone to bed from work last night x

Are you kidding me!!!!
What did he have ropes, ladders maybe a hammer, a glass cutting tool to gain entry into a place that YOU have allowed him the past 4 yrs. I have heard of the saying cat burglar but really.. 1.. 2.. 3... l counted before l replied..
'As soon as l got home, he ran out the back door. Unfortunately l can't go running around trying to catch him.I need to sleep as i'm back in work tonight.'

Now.. this fur baby's real momma ME!! is about to transform into some over protective Tigress! Rwar!!

'All is calm in my lil world...' l was thinking, as l put on the latest track of music that l was hit up with the other night, on spotify, on a continual loop to fall asleep to. I Love Love it!
It definately isn't my genre of music but this one track is now being continuely played. I don't have the word's to describe how this one track touches the very essence of my soul.

"The Mists Of Time"
Song by John Mayall & the Bluesbreakers

Somewhere in the world
Are friends I've missed from so long ago
Could be drifting by the wayside
Or even dead - I just don't know
And now my memories are fading
Like melting footprints in the snow

Sometimes a dream will haunt me
And I see a young girl's face
Was she once for real
And did she really share my space
Within the swirling mists of time
It's hard to keep track of year and place

You know, I thought about my mother
When she was young and on the road
Hanging out with my musicians
Or camping out in forest groves
Like gray mists conceal horizons
I miss those times we'll share no more

So far my life's a journey
And I wouldn't change for anything
All those years of bold adventures
The highs and lows that make me sing
Within the swirling mists of time
Such sweet memories still often ring.

Anyway l must dash, as l have work soon.

Until next time, take care of you x

Grateful for
My friend's and family💕
Mr Blues💙 thank you🎵