The lonely codependent

Talk, talk, talk to me!

I remember from my teenage years when I stayed up all night to talk to someone. Maybe I could make the same happen this year too... If I didn't choose sleep over so many things and didn't have to work. Maybe one day I should make it happen anyway as I need this like a drug. I'm still impatient to satisfy my addiction...

Anyway, how did I end up like this? I wish I could share the good news about the recent changes in my social life but I'm always afraid they might not last long. Thank you, past experience! So I'll wait patiently for the right time. (Isn't this a contradiction)?