Slowly descending into madness
PMS drove me nuts this time
I was having a very bad day. To stay away from my thoughts, I went out again and it didn’t work.
I broke down in front of my mother because I was missing him so much. However I told her, I'm crying because of the unemployment thing. She said she would pray for me.
Then just a few minutes ago, I had my period. Here's a little confession: ever since I was on that trip, I have been bleeding heavily from my anus. I've been bleeding for a long time, it's been 5/6 months I think. But this is getting out of hands, it's getting worse. So I thought it was one of those days. Then I checked and apparently it's just period. I'm super happy because it's just my hormonal imbalance that made things worse. But I'm not doing worse. I'm alright.
GOOD LORD I'M SO HAPPY AFTER THIS PERIOD REVELATION 😭
Every freaking time I swear. I miss the months when I didn’t used to have periods.