Gone mental

Another and another feeling

It’s 2023. I hope it came with revelry and happy celebrations for you. I slept through it.

I woke with an uneasy feeling. Like someone I’m close to isn’t well. Like they are in a bad situation and they were needing help. The dream was very clear… and now I’m wide awake. Of course I don’t usually sleep more than 6 hours anyway.

Well, if you’re not in a good place, if you need help, I’m here. My cloud is passing and I have some extra me to give, so I can lend some mental energy to you right now.

I took a long look at some liquor last night. All the reasons and ways that would have been a bad idea were very clear to me. I miss what it represents in my head. Freer times and less cares and worries. The weight wouldn’t have been less though… and responsibility has just been the rule for a long time. I kinda wish I could be let loose more.

I also figure out my ;;; tattoo. I need to draw it up, but I finally figured it out. I didn’t want it to look exactly like a group of semi colons. When I get it sketched I’ll post it here.