Slowly descending into madness
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2022-12-31 19:02:12 (UTC)

তুমি নেই, তুমি ছিলেনা কখনো

I had to attend a meet up today. Then I went to Banani North End. I think for a second I saw him sitting there.

Then I realized it wasn’t him. But the guy looks like him. Hair, face, voice everything matches. By the time I realized it wasn’t him, it was too late. My hands were shaking. I almost cried. I felt like I just lost a lot of energy.

I got out of there. Got inside the smoking zone. I did something I don’t do. I lit up a cigarette and it took me awhile to calm down even with smoking.

I'm scared. I'm tired. I'm a gone case.