mystry

Waiting for Raindrop
2022-12-31 00:13:24 (UTC)

Is there light at the end of the tunnel?

Long time no see, dear diary. I hope to update you more often.

I recently lost the love of my life to someone she met a couple of months back. It was almost a 7 year old relationship, I thought that was the person I would marry, but she had other plans. There is a lot to pour but maybe i will do it over time.

Today, I went to watch Avatar: The Way of Water and the seat next to me was empty, it reminded me of her, countless movies we went to and the amazing time we had. Everywhere I go, everything I do, It reminds me of her. I think how much fun she would have, doing this with me. I need to get better, but I don't want to let go of this pain, this feeling, because that's all I am left with, to be honest, I don't really want to forget her.

I'll spend New Year's Night alone, I don't feel like going anywhere. Maybe I will try to talk to strangers online, I have always loved talking to people. I will get better, I will be the best version of myself in the upcoming year.




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