Weekdays

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2022-12-30 16:13:04 (UTC)

UNCLEAR

Hello! Good afternoon! Merry Christmas and Advance Happy New Year to whoever who can read this. I hope you are doing fine and you are with your family feeling loved. If not, do not worry, God is with you always, I guarantee you that. You may not feel Him now, but sooner, you will. Just trust the process and have faith.

I am here writing again after a long time just to take note of what I have been feeling and thinking right now. I'm on this side of my self na nagatrust kay Lord sa Iyang timing pero at the same time, nagadoubt kung kanus.a ba jud. Di ko kbalo muspot sa iyang mga signs. I do not know. I am so clueless what will happen next. Ana ko, si Lord nay bahala sa akoa. Kung dli mahitabo run bisag gusto nako, basig dli jud gusto pahitabuon ni Lord sa akoa. He has better plans than me. Ako man gud, kay full of unsaid thoughts akong utok. I think too much. I think of possibilities, of plans na kung sa ako lang, mahitabo jud pero dli lalim. Daghan kag agian na mga pang discourage, different kind of trials that will test your patience. I-test pa jud ko ni Lord na grabe ka mubo sa akong pasensya huhu.

I am so sick thinking while doing nothing. It sucks. I wish I can speak to those high officials in the government for my suggestions and my ideas. I mean, I know na daghan pakog wala nabal.an dri sa kalibutan. Daghan pa jud pero basig sila nasobraan lang sa ideas, they cannot think of simpler ones na. Hays. I think naa koy Climate Change Anxiety. I badly want to take actions immediately but I do not know how to start. I pray that someone will understand my passion to help change the environment of this planet. That I am ready to take risks just to help mother nature. Abog ra man pod ta tanan dria sa kalibutan. So, there is no need na mudako atong ulo ug hinambog sa kung unsa ta na pagkatao. I hope I can feed my eagerness to fix our environment in bigger ways. I hope daghan ug tao na parehas nakog mindset. Anyone? I HOPE SOMEONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME. I ALWAYS HOPE.

There are so many things na nagapalibog2 sa akong utok. Indecisive kaayo ko sa mga butang na gamay ra kog experience ay. I think that is my weakness. Pero sa mga butang na pasok sa akong moralidad, I stand for my ground. Marag d madayon ang paliga ni papa ugma kay tungod atong trapal na dli daw lalim itaud ana nila. Maabtan daw ug whole day. Grabe whole day jud noh? hahhaha. Kung andam na ang mga gamit, pila ray pagtukod ana oy hahhaa. Okay ra unta kung ang finished product kay ayos kaayo, nindot jud pagkabutang kay makaingon jud ta na whole day jud diay nila gibuhat. Galuyat ra man gane ang agi atong mga last years HAHAHAHA. hahayst. Anyways, sila papa ra akong gipadecide ato oy. Ningsugot ra pod si papa. Aws, siya bahala. SIya bitaw sponsor. Sa tinuod lang noh, makawag gana jud na muadto ug babaw run. Makawalag paglaum ang ubang mga kabatan onan sa amoa. Lisud kaayo pasabton sa mga butang2. Closeminded kaayo. Gustog easy ra. Dli mu-risk. Dli open for suggestions. Pahawd2 kay naa sa posisyon. Wa jud namao. Makapamalikas nalang ta sa mga ing.ani nga klase sa tao. Makalagot hahahaha. Balihon pa ta. Hahahayyy. Anyway, ilaha na na didtoa. Di sila open for change? Their loss.




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