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My goddddd

My everything hurts. Pretending to hate somebody you love only to kill this feeling hurts even more than knowing that person doesn’t love you back. Dear god I’m tired of this. I’m tired of this mf, I’m tired of myself, I’m tired of my own thoughts and feelings. I’m tired of this relationship but I know without him I’m nothing. That bastard made me feel like a person again then messed up my life, or perhaps I did by my obsessive overthinking? Hahahah it’s so fucking pathetic