Life of secrets
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2022-12-28 20:35:48 (UTC)


Struggling today. At church (although I didn’t go, but listened in) they spoke about all the bad things that are happening around the world which means we are close to the end and my anxiety is through the roof. Because I’m not ready for any of this. I’ve messed up so bad, I’m not entirely sure there’s any going back.

I genuinely don’t know what to do with my life anymore. It’s definitely not going to plan either. Is there any point in continuing? For what? To die childless and with no hope ?

None of this makes me feel better. It just fills me with dread.