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The future… What does it hold?

God, only you know the future for me. I wish you’d give a man a clue. I am hopeful about the future, it’s true, but I am also uncertain, afraid, angry, perhaps in denial and I have no idea what will happen next. I know I need to work on finding a place to live that will work for us, and yet, it’s like I just don’t care. If we could stay here for six months, I’d have enough money saved up to get a service dog prospect. Yes, it is cramped here, my mother’s dogs are annoying at times so distracting they want to drive me to drink, I’ve virtually no privacy…..so why, Father, are you seemingly telling me to stay for a while?

Please give me wisdom. The wisdom to know what to do and the ability to take action when the time comes for doing it. Please give me the strength to endure this tough time. Give me courage to face these challenges that are at hand in my life right now.

Lord, help me to resist temptations. You know what my particular temptations are right now, so I’ll not list them here, but they are very concerning to me. Please help me to grow closer to you, to do your will and to see your hand in all things.