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He seems weird

I'm not sure what's going on with Mike he is just different/weird. Maybe he is regretting asking me to go tomorrow.

This isn't excitement this feeling I have is pure anxiety.

Today, right now, I feel as if I'm not going to get my Christmas miracle ugh stupid anxieties

Do I ask him if he changed his mind?

He just ran to get us some dinner, I don't know what to do. I have no idea how he actually feels about me, other than he loves me.

This sucks....but I did it all to myself