DanniCharlotte

Discharged again

Argh
Give me a break
Rushed back into hospital this morning after my heart needing shocking twice in a short space of time
Never had two shocks at once before
Even the dog didnt pick up on it like usual
All to be told that this hacould happen for next 6 weeks whilst i try treatment and possibly for life if it doesnt improve
More cannulas and missed veins
Pumped with 3 bags of fluid and some steroids in early hours
Sedated me to force me to sleep as they said I'm exhausted and now I'm going home. Only been home 2 nights after 3 weeks in hotels

Then later I have to go home home
Then tomorrow I have to go to work

Things are moving too fast I feel so sick
I cant do this