Slowly descending into madness
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2022-12-03 00:05:38 (UTC)

Alexa, play tired by Adele

Bro there's nothing called healing. I'm tired of being in love with the same asshole for 2 years almost. I want to stop wanting to talk to him/meet him/literally do another with him. He doesn’t want me. He doesn’t need me. My stupid brain doesn’t understand this. I feel like I'll go crazy soon. I'm tired of avoiding selective songs. I'm tired of avoiding romantic scenes in the movies. I'm tired of overworking myself so I can stop thinking about him. I'm tired.

And he's fine. I just checked his git. Apparently productivity peaked because of my absence. Happy for him, but I hate myself for investing my energy in the wrong person.