Tati

no headache; not happy

Judging by what happened yesterday, I'm already knowing I won't get any of that extra crap done. Ideally, I would give up on

I HATE THIS FUDGING CLASS SHE TARGETS THE QUIET or unengaged FOLK, DONT LUMP ME UP W/ ANYBODY.

ideally i would give up on making that story however, i do want to reach a point where my character reaches shi, raises him up peacefully, and then switch gears and do the same thing for the other with jin.
so i guess i'll do it anyway. but i also need to do my homework. and take a break from headphones. i dont know how i'll cope in the meantime since i'll probably find that extremely boring but i dont fancy just randomly watching somthing new so maybe i'll attempt to finish iron man then start up spiderman fudging 2.
ughhhh
my body just hurts. i wish i stayed home.
my hip hurts when i walk for some reason. i dont know why.
recently, or rather, for a while now my butt hurts in these hard chairs and its either my butt is too bone-y or i've lost my invincibility towards environmental discomfort that comes w/ going to school.
terrible morning i had. about 4 hours of sleep i got. a lot of reading i did. wow weird sentencing.

my hairstyle wont last much longer.

im permitted to skip through my own story and most definitely will do so.
i just feel rattled and a bit compeltely and utterly unmotivated to come back here.
but i have no choice.
never have had one with things like this.

thats why its during years like these where i would rather not think. simply respond and comply.

-headphone break
-fix nail
-sh and s
-homework
-story

i want to go home. i anticipate only a short time out to decontaminate, eat, and drink before returning to my room and doing homework with crackchron in the background. Then maybe coming out to do the rest of this. a movie the story (bc i just cant watch the show while im at this crucial point of inspiration). sigh.