Whatever

Insatiable?
2022-11-23 05:39:57 (UTC)

Loving More then 1?

I do wonder about what Im doing

I love talking to Stabilizer Dude, hes become like my best friend, the one I want to tell everything too and share things with, during my trip he was on cam with me as I went places often and wanting to see what I was doing, sharing info and details and then wed get online later and dive into stuff, with links, reading together, pictures, audio discussions, etc.

My husband? He is my security, my life Ive built, we have built a good life in the area of finances and those plans, I will say I have spearheaded the decisions and hes put in the hours at his job to keep us comfortable. Im the one whos the financial of us, Ive found all the homes, investments we have purchased, and all were good decisions and gave us a boost with each sale. Ive also set us up on plans, did the whole Dave Ramsey thing and got him on board. So we are just well prepared for everything as best as we can, and hes put in a lot of yrs into his jobs and retirement.

He also has taken some serious notes about things that I was not happy about after this trip. So the sex has been even better then before I left. I was having trouble orgasming for almost a yr from just sex, I had to use a vibrator, but I came back home and havent had a problem???? What happened?

Also I find the sexy chats with Stabilizer dude, make me even more sexual at home. I feel more comfortable in my sensual side, and husband has just started to go back to the gym, he was going when we first dated and I think there is a scent or something from working out Im drawn too, I remember it back then. He came home today and yesterday and both times I was all over him, making out in the kitchen as he gets in the door. But I had been also fluffed if you will from the convo with Stabilizer guy, I remember the Missionary Dude telling me when we got wound up in chatting to go channel that energy to our spouses. So I kinda feel that, but its not like Stabilizer dude is saying that. He wants me, he wants to rock my world. I honestly think he wants to be with me, like for real. SHould I be scared? Hes married too with 2 teens. Hes across the US, but man the time he gives to me,, its a lot. Its like a single man in a way.

Sex with husband today was hot, he just let me to the bedroom and I just bent over and he peeled off my workout leggings and took me from behind, and hes been larger lately, his erections, things are different in some ways since my time away. I told him during sex how amazing his cock is and that he needs to believe that, and own it, how good he makes me feel.

Yet when sex is over, I just want to run back to Stabilizer dude, and spend as much time talking to him as possible. So what to make of all this? I believe sex would be hot between us, if it were to happen, but hes so pure and sweet yet at the same time confident and sexy. Physically hes so appealing to me. Hes very healthy, fit, we have shared so many pics of our lives with one another and damn hes aged really well, looks the best hes ever looked if you ask me, even his younger 20 something self, hes way hotter now. Beautiful smile, lips, chest, shoulders, but damn his thighs! Woa, Ive never been turned on by a pair of guys thighs before. And his hair, damn I love it, just wonder what it would feel like to touch it, put my fingers thru it and grab hold.

And the way he talks to me, he doesnt pause, get nervous, talk like a kid, or a teenage boy during sex chat (my husband does this) so its a big turn on the way he speaks to me, and says my name, and calls me a Good girl, and just confidently tells me to cum. I sent him a shower pic today, just an angle pointing down, my chest covered by my arm and just my wet hair down my back and a glimpse of my ass, he said its now his fave pic.

He goes nuts over my body, the way I move, the way I dress, my shoulders, my legs, my feet, the things and ways he compliments me, Ive never had that type of treatment, and its just words but it has so much feeling, hes writing stories, sent me one tonight, its sweet and cute, liek drawing us back to being teenagers.

We shared pics today, I shared my teenage journals, he shared me his time working at a camp, lots of pics and what he did there. We just talk like this day after day, he told me about his grandparents, we have gone on ancestry dot com together and I read him documents on his Dad (who has long since passed and was a pastor)

He sends me recaps of the book hes reading and exercises and writing hes doing

He told me about his trip to Singapore when starting his company out and told me it in story form, with pictures to draw me in, hes a good story teller.

sighhh




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