Never Broken
2022-11-15 06:56:40 (UTC)

Pain management appointment and application today

I have an appointment this afternoon with pain management. S is going to take me. I am bringing the list of all my medications, dosages and procedures I have tried in the hopes that the doctors will see that I need a higher dose. I am slightly disappointed though, as I will not be seeing the doctor, but rather the PA and I don’t think she can raise dosages without the doctor’s permission. This is worrying me a bit.

I am also going to fill out an application on a flat later today. I am praying that the rental history screening does not show that a lawsuit was filed against me to get me to leave this flat. If it does, it will be very difficult for us to rent anywhere, so I am very concerned about that, as well. I wanted to rent from a private landlord, but they are very difficult to find and I have not been able to find one yet since I left my home in 2021.

I do not actually have to go to court, since I will be out of the flat by then, so I’m not worried about that. I’m just worried about them finding out. If I am not approved, I will have lost more money I do not have on the non refundable application fees. I am so nervous.

I tried to sleep, but my damn pain wouldn’t let me.

I guess that’s all for now. I’ll be back in later to update anyone who cares on how things go. If you pray, please pray for us. If you send positive energy, do that, as well.