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Random Thoughts
2022-11-14 00:41:49 (UTC)

Conversation about 12 years

1) do you think you could ever be less mean to any girlfriend (not just me)?
2) If I had scheduled time more would that really have made a difference?
3) what did you love in the beginning you didn't like towards the end? And vice versa

*Logically I know its not true but it kind of feels like youre saying I wasn't worth it because we were supposed to go to therapy and attempt to work things out. I knew in therapy we might come to an end but instead of even trying, you went out on dates with other girls instead.

I know youre cuddling with her, probably in OUR bed and kissing her and youre probably able to have sex with her without a condom. And I know you deleted me off facebook. And all of that fucking sucks.

I told you I was going to get through the holidays, and you couldn't give me that, then when I place you THIRD on my emergesncy contacts list, do you have any idea how bad things have to be if you get called? And you just laughed at my pain. That really hurt.




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