Lilac lavendar2

22 more days

I forgot to mention, 68 days clean today, 22 more days and supposedly my brain should be back to almost normal, could take up to a year for it to figure out the serotonin and dopamine levels, but I should be calmer. I just want my energy level back. I opened the blinds this morning and my car is covered in that fluffy white shit, damn, it is late this year. I guess it snowed yesterday but I slept through it so doesn't count. I love to watch it snow from in the house under blankets in pajamas. I have to go to a birthday lunch today, but it's not going to snow for long and it's not going to stick, I don't think so I'm not going to cancel, which was my first thought, then I remembered I don't eat well right now, so yeah free food.