Well, I had found what seemed like the perfect home. I had paid the security deposit and first month’s rent which was literally every penny I had. Then, I found out that it was all a scam. The people who were renting it, didn’t even own it, so now I am back to square one. On the 27th, I must be out of here, as my court date is on the 28th. as of right now, my boys and I will be homeless. There are not homeless shelters we can take advantage of, so we will be living in a car. I don’t know if things will change, but if they do not, I may not be able to chec in but every few months or so. I cannot believe this has happened to me and to us. I have filed a report with the police and with the real esate company’s fraud department. I don’t know what else to do. I have no energy to continue to look especially at places we cannot afford, so for now, I’ve given up. I’m packing and putting my things in storage, then planning to sleep in my car which does not run, with my two dogs and three boys. Maybe inspiration will strike. Maybe it won’t. At this moment, I don’t much care. I hate the world. I hate my life. I find no beauty in this life. My faith has deserted me. If God is up there, he is a cruel bastard.