2022-11-12 18:49:44 (UTC)
bad scary dreams
sometimes i have days like these, ones where i am particularly frustrated or sad or lethargic in a way that has me bedridden for nearly the whole day.
but then i'll have dreams like those of me, or one of my family members dying and it makes me realize that i don't care about all those trivial things. i just dont want to be gone or any of them to be either.
because i may not be a perfect christian or student or singer or writer or drawer or anything
but i know im a family girl. and as long as they are here, and i am here, its ok.
so at least i'll have peace of mind.