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He is ok
Mike will be ok, they said mostly it was stress, anxiety and dehydration, he will see his cardiologist on Thursday. We were there for 12 hours, fun times were had by all. I hate hospitals, I really do. Last night even though he was not feeling well, he still spent over an hour satisfying me, oh how I am going to miss that man.
He moves into his new place today, the guy that was going to help him move, found out he was in the hospital and ended up going up north. I offered to help, but yeah, usual response 'NO" he never lets me do anything. Well all of his laundry is done for him to at least start with fresh clothes. He said he will take all of his small stuff and go over there to clean and get ready to get the other stuff tomorrow or whenever he can find help.
This morning, I am trying to keep myself busy so I don't get all sad and in my feelings. Already have the front bathroom scrubbed, now on to the back bathroom. Laundry is all done. I'm not sure what Mike is taking exactly so, I'm not cleaning anything else until he is gone. We have 2 couches, not sure if he is taking 1 or not. Not sure if he is taking our bed, I told him he could I could sleep on the couch or use Kim's when she isn't here. I just want this to be as stressfree as possible, and I want it to be over. Not the marriage, just this....idle? period. I don't know what to call it, this separation.
He did 'notice' me yesterday when he saw me at the hospital. He told me I looked very nice, I had on jeans for casual Friday. That was nice, he still gives me goosebumps.
Today is my daughter's 24th birthday, she is my joy <3 Her boyfriend pretty much 'pretty women'd' her. Bought her a dress, got her hair done, nails and is taking her to dinner on a boat, not sure where that is, but she is already having the best birthday ever. She deserves it, I am so happy for her.
Well that bathroom isn't going to clean itself, he leaves tonight, Kim will be gone, so I'm sure I will be on here purging, who knows, maybe I will be able to sleep.
Peace begins with me!