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My short pointless life
2022-11-07 00:55:13 (UTC)

The switch.

Listening to I am that thirst by Meshuggah

Can you switch? Between being nice and caring to being this cold-hearted devil creature? You should.

The last time i took the train was before the lockdown. Now i took it again. Memories came back, that feeling of standing by the door and wind in the air. The moon was bright and big playing hide and seek by the passing trees. But inside with these humans they were horrible. Dirty, littering scum of the planet i wish them dead. Yes. Just want to rip them to shreds. Slow torturous death. choke them. the station was filthy.

This past week was one of loneliness and still is. Normal is not for me. Normal is what my Neighbour has with a job and a wife and a kid. I have loneliness and and empty room to go to. i have my music. normal people don't have music the way we do. they listen as a background character to their story. we make it our main. i mean if i don't have any human companionship i will try to fill the gap up right?

new week. new bullshit. have to get ready. niteee

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