Lilac lavendar2

Starting over
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2022-11-04 11:08:05 (UTC)

Not sure what to do

Now that I have learned in rehab that there is more than just 3 feelings, sadness, anger and happiness. I am feeling 50 different types of feelings.

First feeling this morning is I am grateful; I got a wonderful night's sleep. I am alive, I am 59 days clean off of norco...tomorrow is a day for celebration, not sure what I am going to do just yet, but I will be celebrating. Definitely going to a meeting, because now I am a collector of monthly coins, I am super proud of myself (another feeling). I am excited about the future, no matter what it brings.

I am hopeful, but also at the same time saddened about my marriage. I just don't feel like there is anything I can do at this point, I just don't know what to do.

I got paid, I feel like this is my first paycheck ever! Look mom, I'm a big girl now!

I really have nothing to say today, I am feeling ok, no urges to use, still thank God

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